oh joy! oh fun! once steele had gotten started, it was as if it all came natural to him. the mere taste of it was heavenly. steele wasn't sure if it was because it was geoff's or just because it was satisfying his cravings of lust towards the boy. steele wasn't entirely using the boy, but it wasn't like he knew the boy other than his name. it was nice for once to switch things up a bit, when steele wasn't doing this to himself. it was nothing compared to this. everything was just so automatic, steele had no control of his inner hormones that were just itching to get in some action. it was a relief to forget about everything and just focusing on one important thing. up till now, steel had been teased and tormented, and he was definitely not going to give in without a fight. steele wanted to worship the time he had, he knew it was only a matter of time before things got screwed up. it always happened like that, as soon as steele let his guard down, something was bound to happen. but not even steele suspected the words that spilled out of his mouth. shit, thought steele. he totally fucking blew it. he could feel the boy's immediate turn off and his immediate feeling of rejection. he could feel the lust in the air slowly fade away and a small face of confusion formed on his face.

how can he be so fucking stupid? steele was used to screwing things up, but this time he was hoping it wouldn't, but it was inevitable. he knew that what he had sad scared the boy, but at the time it felt like the perfect thing to say. goddamn him and his seduce gestures. as geoff slowly suceeded from steele's body, taking the warm away from him, steele slowly got up and reached for his boxers. he sat on the edge of the bed, and slowly pulled them back up to his hips. cold air blew at him violently. the set that had escaped along with the other juices chilled him slightly, but he tried to ignore it. steele brushed a tear from his face secretly on his way up to brush his hair up and out of his face. the sweat under his hair acted as gel, keeping his hair slanted. his hands lingered, grasping his hair as if he were about to rip it out of his scalp and covered his eyes to hide his ashamed face. steele didn't know what to do. what to say. he just wished he could be safely back at his dorm now, but he could feel the pain of his ankle really start kicking in. without the help of geoff, steele knew he would never make it, and judging by geoff's possible reaction, the last thing he wanted to do was be close to steele right now.

he didn't even have to say it, steele already knew that was the case. it was either stay here and be humiliated or lay in the hall way helplessly while seniors walked by pointing and laughing. what choice did he have? he coul always skip there. but steele was too weak to be able to hold up his entire weight on one foot. he might be able to get further than if he limped, but he would surely fall flat on his ass. every muscle in his body worked together in his effort to look at geoff. it took several takes of steele turning his head back and forth, but he finally looked at him with his oh so infamous puppy dog face and said, "i'm, i'm sorry." he couldn't keep it there for much longer before he dropped his head between his legs and covered his face with his hands, full of embarrassment. he lingered his hands there for a little before moving them up to his hair, pulling it back roughly to his scalp.

ooc: yuck. im sorry but i think that steele should like fall asleep on his bed and geoff like joins him or something. it would be sooo cute xD